I never thought this would happen. You told me forever and I said it back. I meant it. I still mean. What happened? We were so happy. Everything was perfect. In a matter of minutes it all ended. I know you are perfectly okay with everything but I’m completely heart broken. I’ve never felt so much pain. I truly do love you. What sucks about that is you don’t feel the same and I don’t think you ever did. I hope you make the next girl happy and treat her right because no one deserves to feel the way I do. I’m torn up. I’m thinking things I shouldn’t. I’m forever fucked up in the head. Idk what to do with myself right now. Nothing is helping. I’ve cried so much that I don’t think it’s possible to ever cry again. What happened? You were it for me and now I’m left with nothing. Nothing. All my feelings don’t matter. What do I do now? Pretend I don’t have them because I do. I’m madly in love with a boy that doesn’t want anything to do with me. What do you do when this happens?








